bermulanya di sini

sudah sekian lama aku tidak menulis di ruangan ini kerana kesibukan kerja yang kadang kala membuatkan aku rasa mahu cuma duduk dan mengeluh. mungkin belum dapat aku mengaasi rasa penat lelah bekerja seharian kerana baru memasuki alam itu. mungkin dalam jangka masa yang tertentu aku dapat menyesuaikan diri ku dengan jadual yang baru ini. semua perkara pun perlukan satu permulaan dan permulaan setiap perkara itu tidak selalunya indah dan mudah. bermula nya sesuatu bermakna akan berakhir nya sesuatu. bermulanya alam perkahwinan nermakna berakhirnya alam bujang, bermulanya alam pekerjaan, berakhirnya alam menganggur, bermulanya kehadiran anak2, terbataslah ruang bermanja bersama suami atau isteri. tapi aku yakin, semua itu akan membuahkan hasil yang tidak terperi nikmatnya. Tuhan itu Maha Adil. bersyukurlah ke atas nikmatnya.

my dearest

yesterday was one hell of a day...i got my first stress at work and it bothers me all day long...what piss me off is the fact that I'm moderating an exam paper that is produced by a senior member of the staff (at least senior than me)and he is doing crap in his work..not only grammatical errors, the formatting and structures are all wrong.. I'm not saying that I'm good, but quoting from a fellow lecturer "take pride in your job"...it such a long day in the office and things started to cramp up and making me cranky...i don't have time to even have lunch and having to work on an empty stomach really doesn't do good to me and people around me...but, my day was saved by a simple, funny call from my dad asking whether my phone has a 3G as he wants to have a video call with me...which i have not because my phone is just an ordinary, basic phone...but that makes me happy and chirpy again...at least i know, whenever i am down, i have my family to cheer me up...